Music Review & Update

I want to begin by doing a quick review of Breaking Benjamin's new album. I have been listening to there music for about 7+ years now and I have loved everything they have made up to date and was heart broken to learn they had broken up prior to this albums release. I am definitely glad they made another album and its definitely there sound, and its great. What I love about Breaking Benjamin's songs is that you can mindlessly listen to there music and it makes great background noise while doing things like reading manga. However if you listen closely and repetitively then you hear the words and details in the songs and they become even more impressive. There new album called Dark before Dawn has been officially released and is getting some great reviews from some pretty awesome people as well, and I wish the band nothing but the best and will be keeping my ear to the ground for tour dates :)

Update: Its been a crazy 48 hours, My fiance lost his job which while its not a bad thing was unexpected but I feel like this will lead to something better so I am honestly not worried even a little. He has scheduled 2 interviews since then and looked into one job lead as well and im sure it will work out :) I have been dealing with depression and panic attacks rather unsuccessfully until now, I went to a doctor and got my under active thyroid fixed and I am also seeing a therapist which is making a huge difference as well :) I will also be seeing a psychiatrist soon too to manage the last remaining issue which is my depression. Since I have been so busy and haven't been tired due to the thyroid medication it almost seems the depression is gone but when I stop for just a second I can feel its still there and all I want is for it to go away :( anyway things are getting better made the first step into hopefully getting a great low income apartment and hopefully that will pan out and will be getting my ability to have a baby tested soon too and then we can possibly eliminate many issues with me. Like I said all in all its really going well and I am quite blessed. I recently dyed my hair deep red and I love it, combined with my meds it has contributed to my prospective thats things are going swimmingly :) Anyway enjoy these updated pics of me with my new hair, I haven't gotten a good pic with the color yet so here is the best I got :) 

Red Light, Green Light

It all began because my daddy has a tendency to tease me constantly and ensure I stay even more horny and needy than I already am. So I have discovered if I can get the area of me I want stimulated near his hands he will usually play with it, maybe not quite the way I want but hey something is better than nothing. 

 So on this evening I am ridiculously horny because he had teased me that morning before going into work and had promised me orgasms when he got home. Well long story short when he got home shortly after dinner he fell asleep so here I am over 24 hours later and he teases me yet again and then goes off to work with more promises of orgasms later but only if i am a good girl (which I never am, but hey whats the fun in that :P ). So here we are, me going crazy and him having just got home from work, I gave him some down time but eventually I just couldn't wait anymore so I positioned my pussy within reach of his hands while we were watching TV hoping to get relief of some kind. Well I got none, he teased me mercilessly for about a half of an hour that felt like forever. 

Next he had me get the dildo on a stick and get into the position I wanted to be fucked in, so I chose my favorite which is doggy style and was fully prepared to just lay there and get fucked like I usually do but this time was different.

He was sitting behind me and welding the very thing I needed to achieve the release I had been dreaming about for almost 48 hours at this point. And of course I should have known  that it wouldn't be easy but still amazing as he always is. He began by making me grind on my dildo getting myself close to an orgasm while enjoying the view and saying wonderfully dirty and humiliating things. I am dripping at this point and still have yet to achieve an actual orgasm when he introduces the rules of green light, red light and they are as follows....

 

Green I hump and grind away and Red I stop, but it was always just short of the sweet release and I was just starting to get a little tired when he allowed me to hump and grind until I came but only upon his command. And so like the good girl I can be I waited and asked when I was close he had me hold it and keep humping until he was ready and then when I could come he began brutally fucking my pussy with the dildo adding more and more orgasms on top of each other. I was quite amazing and my pussy still gets wet recounting and reliving it for this post :)

I came much more than just one group of orgasms, he fucked me until I could barely even move and then after I was exhausted and worn down I finally let go and allowed the whole experience to be cathartic as well as physical and snuggled in my daddy's arms and cried my eyes out until I felt all was well, he held me and whispered sweet nothings until I was okay and then got me drink and anything else I needed for my aftercare like he always does. 

I want to take a moment to say how grateful I am for my fiance, lover and best friend but most important of all my soul mate and my daddy who gives me everything I need, and want at times :) 

I am truly a lucky girl and I am so grateful, words cannot express the depth and intensity of my love and appreciating for the man who has made me such a better person and my life so much happier :)

Collages :)

I recently downloaded an application for my phone that takes the pictures form my gallery and allows me to design collages with them :) Its an fun app to say the least and below are my first 5 collages Ive made :)

Thank you daddy :)

The evening began with me giving my daddy a wonderful BJ and making me super horny and my pussy so wet and from there this story began....

"I can put you into subspace easily" my daddy flippantly tells me, knowing how I will respond. True to character I respond with outrage not because I doubt his ability but rather curiosity about his methods and knowledge of my innermost fantasy's. Well he passed with flying colors of course but the method he used was most impressive and left quite a mark on my memory of the evening and provide many hours of masturbation material :) He began by hurting me and graduated to choking me which at times can send me into sub space all alone but I was fighting to remain aware and let him know he had not quite won. I was fighting hard and right when I think I may have a glimmer of hope he goes and says "arnt you going to say thank you daddy?" and just like that he won the war and if I had died shortly, I would have dies the happiest girl alive :) He held me so close and through my haze happiness I heard his heartbeat whispering my name and the abundance of his love for me.

We also fucked later that night and right before he buried his wonderful cock into my dripping pussy he has me say "thank you daddy" again and chocked me to another orgasm as well :)

Meet My Stuffie: Dugan Jr. & Group Picture